Half Term: Day 5 - What stays private?

Hello whoever might be out there, 

I started this blog because I love writing but I have an irrational fear of the internet. It amazes me how comfortable people are showing their face and lives for the entire world to see while I am sat here rereading a TikTok comment twenty times over just to make sure I haven't accidently insulted the recipient's mother. Nine times out of ten I end up not posting the comment and scrolling five posts down as if I am hiding the embarrassment of what I just did.

There will be a day where my twenty internet personas all blend into one. Mae Dreams will meet Robin Skye and Arrow Radio. Maybe even Cookie Crumbs or Toadaya will rise from the graves. I am starting to forget which platform has what, entering five varying username and password combinations every time I try to log in to anywhere looks rather suspicious. All of this just to keep the humble internet user guessing.

It's not like I have anything to hide, I can't imagine it being the end of the world if one of my Everskies book blog readers discovers my TikTok Splatoon edits, but the fact the possibility of that even being possible should be at least slightly concerning?

I even have to read over what I write on here at least every other day, going back and making edits. This is by no means my complete honesty either, that gets saved for my private journal. Not as dreamy 2000s tween-esque as you may think, I can't even read my own handwriting.

Even as I am writing this post, I have anxiety cramps in my stomach. Probably because I have abolished the wall of complete mysterious anonymity.

Yours faithfully,

MD

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